Never seen this side of me.

Well, 

I know there wouldn't be much people viewing my blog 

so

many things that I've wrote in this blog are pretty much close to me.

Many times, 

I tried to reflect on myself,

back in time,

on what had really happen in the past.

Sighs.

I think I wasn't and haven't been really myself lately.

Sighs.

Ever since, I've decided to stop and look at you from far. 

I've actually lost a lot.

I've lost my motivation and I've yet to find my path to go further. 

But.

I really hope you're doing well now. 

At least, I'll feel much better on making the right decision.

Well, 

I definitely write something out of this part of my life.

A song. A movie. Or just something else. 

I know that you might have just forgotten me after such a long time.

I've not been active in your world.

Sometimes, I really hope that you'll hear out for me.

Even though, 

I've to believe that you have a better life,

A better spouse to listen out to you now. 

Maybe, I'm just forgotten.

Forgotten for long. 

Sighs.

But I still do really hope that you're doing well now.

Sometimes, 

I guess 

Giving up is really an option to make someone's life better.